This is the last time.

smoked salmon + scrambled egg - 180

yoghurt x 2 - 200

sandwich, crisps + cinnamon roll (mini binge) - 800?

spag bol - 400

Total: 1,580

I'm not doing this to myself anymore.

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Lettuce, beet root, carrots

smoked salmon

chicken

macrel

(this was all in a salad my mum made me)

I have no idea of the caloric content so I'm going to assume 400cals to be safe. The macrel was vile, it's coated my mouth with gross.

I'm down almost 1lb today! So surprised after my obese day yesterday.

I'm going out drinking tonight and I might be wearing a playsuit =/ I've never worn one before because of my legs but...if I'm in a club I'll be standing mostly.

We'll see eh?

fatty is fat

scrambled egg + 1 slice of toast - 150

sausage roll (WHY!??!?!?!?!?) - approx 500

Bread + tsasiki - 300

Total: 950

It's too much, why do I always eat like this? It seems my ED is solely in my head and doesn't want to come out and play with my fat, twisted body.

Tomorrow I will only eat lunch.

I walked for 3 hours today.

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1 slice of toast + honey - 80

Tomato soup - 113

1 slice of bread - 75

2 slices of pizza - 450

2 profiteroles - 200

Total: 918

Way way waaay too fucking much Kiki!

Do you want to be thin or not??

Chew everything 32 times, only eat in front of people. DO IT!

I'm going on the wii fit to try and make myself less of a whale.

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I ate mcdonalds today.

Sigh, story of my life.

I'm so ill

Rice crispies - 114

Scrambled egg - 100

2 slices of piza - 300ish

Total: 514