This is the last time.

smoked salmon + scrambled egg - 180

yoghurt x 2 - 200

sandwich, crisps + cinnamon roll (mini binge) - 800?

spag bol - 400

Total: 1,580

I'm not doing this to myself anymore.

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Lettuce, beet root, carrots

smoked salmon

chicken

macrel

(this was all in a salad my mum made me)

I have no idea of the caloric content so I'm going to assume 400cals to be safe. The macrel was vile, it's coated my mouth with gross.

I'm down almost 1lb today! So surprised after my obese day yesterday.

I'm going out drinking tonight and I might be wearing a playsuit =/ I've never worn one before because of my legs but...if I'm in a club I'll be standing mostly.

We'll see eh?

fatty is fat

scrambled egg + 1 slice of toast - 150

sausage roll (WHY!??!?!?!?!?) - approx 500

Bread + tsasiki - 300

Total: 950

It's too much, why do I always eat like this? It seems my ED is solely in my head and doesn't want to come out and play with my fat, twisted body.

Tomorrow I will only eat lunch.

I walked for 3 hours today.

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1 slice of toast + honey - 80

Tomato soup - 113

1 slice of bread - 75

2 slices of pizza - 450

2 profiteroles - 200

Total: 918

Way way waaay too fucking much Kiki!

Do you want to be thin or not??

Chew everything 32 times, only eat in front of people. DO IT!

I'm going on the wii fit to try and make myself less of a whale.

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I ate mcdonalds today.

Sigh, story of my life.

I'm so ill

Rice crispies - 114

Scrambled egg - 100

2 slices of piza - 300ish

Total: 514

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I ate everything I could get my fat fingers on today.

Please hate me, I deserve it.

Just a quick note:

I've been on my period so haven't lost any weight which is why I've been away from project skinny for a few days. I promise you ladies, as soon as this curse goes away I shall resume the great fat battle 2010!

I've eaten more than my weight in food the past week.

Total eats:

Slice of bread - 80

Go ahead yoghurt bar - 144

Sea bass + potatoes - 300

Total: 524

26th (yesterday)

Total eats:

Cereal x 5 - 725 cals

Spag Bol - 300 cals

Total: 1,0125 :(

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Total eats:

toast + jam - 150

crisps - 115

bread roll - 100

pizza - 325

bread + dip - 3,000,000

Total exercise:

gym - 250 burned

dog walking - 100 burned

I am obese.

.

Total eats:

Rice crispies - 114

Small chicken roll - 300

cheesey chips + sausage - 1,000,000

Total exercise:

Playing ball with the boysssss

Total: FML

today

Total eats:

Rice crispies - 114

Mcflurry - 400 :'(

Sardines on toast - 200

Total exercise:

Working for 5 hours on the shop floor

total: 714

.

Total eats:

Blueberries - 50 cals

Tomato bread, parma ham + prawns - 400 cals

Piggy

Total eats:

Strawberries - EST 60 cals?

Some stupid caramel dessert thing =/ - 200 cals

Home made fish and chips - 400 cals

Total: 660

.

Total eats:

cheese + biscuits

small portion of korma curry with a small piece of naan bread

30th

Total eats:

1 WHOLE baguette with mozzarella, sun dried tomatoes and pesto

(I just finished it and I hate myself)

Chips

DEATH

YESTERDAY

Total eats:

1 pasta salad

.

Total eats:

NIX NADA NO! :D

*edit*

1 jacket potato, with cheese

I hate life.

Total exercise:

1 hour dog walking

Total eats:

1 yoghurt - 110

1/2 salad - 200

1 yoghurt - 110

small slice of quiche - 200?

Total exercise:

1.5 hour at the gym

.

Total eats:

Sausage, egg, beans + 1 slice of toast - 300 - 400 cals

Fish fucking fat ass pie - 500 cals

.

Total eats:

porridge - 183 cals

Chicken Balls - 1,000 cals (I guess?)

.

Total eats:

Anything and everything in sight - 5,371 cals

Midsummer Night's Fast: Day 2

Watch as I take a huge slice out of the fail cake...

Total eats:

1 slice of bread - 100 cals

1 slice of chicken - ?

2 bowls of shreddies - 300 cals

poached egg and chips - 400 cas

Sweets - 50 cals

Total exercise:

General running about school

I'm so weak, but tomorrow is a new day and I have a lot planned - I WILL do this fast!

Midsummer Night's Fast: Day 1

Total eats:

1 slice of carrot cake - 224 cals

Total exercise:

A whole lot of dancing at a hip hop/D&B gig tonight!

I feel the need to explain the carrot cake, since I was supposed to be fasting.

I hadn't seen my Dad all week so he picked me up from school to come back to his for a cup of tea.

As a kind of 'I missed you' present, he had bought me a slice of carrot cake from this expensive delicatessens.

I couldn't say no to him, he's so sweet and probably just spent £10 on 2 slices for us.

So yeah, sorry that I suck.

3

Total eats:

Toast and honey - 150

5 cheese twists - 200

About 10,000 biscuits - aprox 900,000,000 cals

Curry and rice - I don't even want to think about it

Total exercise:

None -_-

All in all, I am a huge whale.

2

Total eats:

Half a banana fritter

1 chicken ball

1 peach yoghurt

lasagna + chips

Total exercise:

Walking in town briefly

I'll do better tomorrow...or that's what I'm telling myself anyway.

1

Total eats:

Toast with honey

Sausage sandwich with tomato chutney

*got high with friends*

brownies

egg fried rice

chicken balls

Total exercise:

1 hour walk with the dog

20 mins to the shop

let the self hate commence.